What I have been up too during the past 3 months... And a part of my insights into this journey.
Lately I have been living and working in Amsterdam. Since may 15th 2015 actually.
It’s been quite a journey. I had the intention to go to Amsterdam to create momentum for my endeavors coming up.
It’s like a cycle is coming to an end. I am finally finishing up my college degree. This took me so long and it was such a long stretch that I believe that finishing this could actually be the fuel for my new projects to come.
It’s like when you twist a rubber band and keep twisting it till it’s so wound up that it either breaks or twirls back to it's starting position with power and speed. Well, I didn’t break, I came back and with Godspeed.
So many important encounters have occurred during these past 3 months, old pains have resurfaced, just to assure me I have been doing what I need to internally and externally. I have forgiven many people, pains and experience that have hurt me and others in the past. I have found such deep compassion in my being, that I have never felt before and this compassion is giving me the greatest freedom I have ever felt. Freedom of mind…..Freedom of heart.
I am free… create what is needed.
I keep repeating this in my mind, body & soul
Implementing this teaching deeper and deeper…
Realizing that what I am dreaming is actually possible…
And I am moving towards this more and more each day.
These past 3 months have been the proof of it!
In the past 3 months:
I have had more gigs then the past 3 years
I have met so many people on the same path as me
Have seen my dreams materialize and still ongoing
Felt deep gratitude for my life, talents and opportunities
Forgave so many „ugly” things and turned them into art
Have been at ease with where I am at, right now
So many personal shifts have been happening and I bow deeply to this sacred life, what a journey life can be and we need to keep believing to make the right decisions, because we will be rewarded for the right choices that we make. Even when it gets rough, we are free to make are own choices. There is no authority that can change that, except your own. And even that can be a difficult concept to grasp from time to time… Just because it’s easier to blame suzy or phil for the problems…
At first this may seem so and if you tend to slip back into these patterns, just remember the rewards that are awaiting you for shinning the light within and looking into that mirror….. Keep looking, because behind those pains you see and feel lies the beauty…. Keep looking..Keep looking..... it’s there.
The trick is to not choose from fear, anger or concept, but from love, compassion and trust. And even when it seems impossible or difficult, we need to go down that road to learn from our mistakes and crazy hearts. So I guess there is only one more thing to say…something that suits my heart very well…
Gallop into the wild
until the calmness embraces your heart
Hope to meet you again soon,